It's been too long

Well I'm not doing a very good job of keeping up with all of this. School is finally ending, which is a big sigh of relief. I'm really looking forward to working on music this summer. My friend Justin is moving up here and we are going to start a band. I'm looking forward to a new house, a new band, a new job and a new life. I'm so broke it's hilarious.



I've gotta get to class to take this bleeding test. I'll wish myself luck.

External Hard Drive

I was using one of these to store all my music. It crashed. I had nearly 20,000 songs in my library, not to mention all the other files, programs, and movies I had as well. It took me years to collect it all. I'm devastated. I don't think I'll be able to get the data back.


My New Year's Resolution among other things is to be more focused and motivated. I don't want to waste my time anymore with nonsense. I want to make something of my life. I'm tired of making mistakes and I'm tired of hurting people. I don't know why I do the things I do sometimes. I understand that everyone makes mistakes, but I'm tired of it. I feel like there's a person inside of me that's strong, brave, compassionate, driven, smart, caring, and understanding. That person hangs around in some form most of the time, but I want to be that person 100% of the time. I know I can, and I intend to.

2011 will be a good year.